if only i can erase the fact that i have seen something. if only i can wish that everything didn't happen. if only i can slit my wrist. i might do it. but i will not and i cannot stand seeing my blood oozing. and i don't want to hurt myself. and i don't want to die in the first place. but errrrr!!! stupid ideas just come inside my mind whenever there is a dull moment.

right now, we're completely forgotten. (i think).

celynn and i are just alone a minute ago. may just arrived. and all three of us haven't eaten. there's food in the kitchen. but rarrr!! as i've said. i think we're completely forgotten.