12 more days til christmas. sigh. so... what is it that i'm going to look forward to?
christmas parties?
gift giving and RECEIVING?
sleepovers????
what else?
nothing's new. will there be something new?
another christmas? another new year? another sad celebration.

sigh. ayoko na magchristmas. lalo na new year. i wish i could just fast forward the time... dramatic mode. pero come to think of it? this will be the third year na nagcelebrate ako ng holidays ng hindi man lang nakumpleto family ko. so,, there's nothing to look forward to.

it's 12 days before christmas. 2 more days then 12 goes down to 10. pero wala pa ring nagkakabit ng christmas lights dito sa bahay... kahit christmas tree wala man lang nagtatayo. so.. the christmas spirit seems to forget to pass through our house. haay. malayo kasi bahay ko eh..

but i still believe in santa. i do believe in santa.

now i know what to look forward to...

santa's gift.

what will be his gift?