maids can be soooo annoying. crap! how can they blab personal secrets?!? how can some of them be so fickle in terms of loyalty. actually, based from my recent experience,,, some maids really don't have loyalty to the people they serve. and oftentimes, they spill all your secrets to the people next door. so i might as well not speak anymore to our maid for my own safety.

b!tch.

sigh. how i wish my protector was here.
= (

watched the simpsons movie and ratatouille a while ago. both movie were good. i enjoyed both. but as always, the simpsons made me laugh. ahaha. spiderpig! spiderpig!

life's actually getting better. im having fun and i don't worry that much anymore. our house, as usual, is nothing but a boring place. i don't get to talk to the people in here that much because some are ignoring me, others are busy watching the tv or surfing the net, and some are just staying in their room. i wish i have someone to talk to in here. or someone who can just listen at my rubbish stories.

oh well, but my life's better in peace.

peace. what a crap. i don't think i'm really living in peace. ever since that day came (judgment day), everything was not settled in peace. my thoughts. myself. my moments. they're all not in peace. always anxious of what will happen next or how i'm going to deal with the bad consequences that might happen.

honestly, i don't know what to do. how to fight for myself. im left not alone but feeling alone. and that sucks, actually.

sigh. im just wishing that everything goes back to normal.