i remember one time talking to anne and telling her that im wishing for someone. i remember that moment when i was walking with someone whom i've just met and telling him to shut up because i've seen a falling star and because im wishing. i remember those nights when i have to stop myself from crying too much but ending all those sad thoughts with a wish. i remember those times when i don't forget to wish on my wish sticks and burn it while having my eyes closed because im wishing. i remember anne telling me that i am a person who wishes every chance i get. i remember her labeling me as her wish bear (from the care bears). and i remember that all these happened because of that wish i am forever grateful of because it got granted.

just like all kids (and i guess all adults too) there would come a time that you wish for happiness. i've made a wish to have that too. but in a different way. i remember myself wishing for that one person... that one person whom i have been wishing since i was 8. ahaha. don't get me wrong. but whom you might be thinking of might not be that person.

yah. i've wished for him since i was 8. funny right? you can't blame me! i was a kid then who wishes to have all her wishes come true.

then poof. i got my wish. things didn't really go well, and everything ended up the way i didn't expect it to be. but during all those sleepless nights.. and with all those misery is another wish granted for me. i wished that he'd be happy.

just like what i have said... he did become happy. wow! God knows how happy i am for that person. God knows how many times i've wished for that.

but now i am left alone. true, someday, you'd be just part of my history. and no matter how sad it may seem... no matter how true things would be... i guess everything has happened for real. that even though i never wished for it... time would come that i have to wish for someone... someone better than you.

being legal has so many priviledges... and im enjoying most of it.
right now, im trying to be loveydovey and all that.. even though i am so not... but i dreamt of some asshole last night and we had so much fun drinking... kaya.. although my friend and i were really miserable last night at drews... ahaha. we raised a toast for being loveydovey.

so what have i done lately?
my birthday was... ahaha. fun
i got so many surprises from my blockmates and from aura and anne. i even got surprised that everyone dressed up for me... guys were in polo and girls were in dresses. my special 18 were actually in long sleeves... ahaha. include deo who surprisingly showed up. :D

teehee.

anyway...i guess there's more to come for me this year.

:D