this is my first summer ever since i entered college. at first i was enjoying it

march 27: attended lex beach party
april 1: traveled without traffic
april 3-5: sariaya adventure with kliff
april 9-11: dolores hambujan (with kuya jon and kokoy)

now i'm bored and just bumming, dreading the fact that i went back to manila when i could have stayed in dolores and enjoy the life there..

it's effing hot in here and boring.

i just realized while i was bonding with my cousins that i have missed them so much, and it's good to have them back although now i am with different people, people i wasn't really close with before.

and i guess it's a good thing. time to make new friends.

it's just disappointing that i went here to manila to meet up with my boyfriend and he hasn't exerted any effort at all.. and when i told him not to meet up with me i can't believe he took it seriously... if there's a will, there's a way... and until now, he hasn't showed up.. i haven't eaten and i won't eat until he shows up... he knows that, and guess what, until now,i'm still starving..

too much effort right?

sigh...........

he doesn't even care... and now i am alone in this empty dirty house.. wishing and wondering.