again it's my birthday. i came home 20 minutes before the clock strikes 12. everyone at home was asleep na.. i woke celynn up to open the door and after i changed my clothes she let me blew a candle on a cake. happy 20th birthday to me..

i really hate birthdays. i don't know why. aside from each time i had one, i feel that i'm older... i also feel that during this day everyone is nice to me, and i feel bad that why only on this day when people seem so kind. why can't this day be just a normal day for me..

i appreciate people who everyay makes effort, and i miss those people:anne and my family and kliff... and right now i'm just at home in my bedroom... studying for a test and wishinng that birthdays were never celebrated