ahaha. now i know...
na you're not different.
you're just like them.

now i know..
that it's time to move on.

bye assholes! :D

Karaoke. i wish i could just sing til i lose my voice. ahaha. unfortunately, i can't do that.. i can't even sing.

i am hopeless.

on the brighter side... i don't care if im out of tune. i sing if i want to sing.

so what's my point in posting this blog, you may ask...

ahahah.

wala lang.. i just lost all the thought which i have kanina. also, im not anymore in the mood to be emo. :D

CIAO!

PS. love is not love which alters when it alteration finds - W. Shakespeare.
PSS. FINALLY, being a college freshman is over. in two weeks time, i'll be a sophomore na. 3 years from now, (hopefully) i'll graduate na.

i wish
i wish

love it. love myself.


god.. im so... ahaha.

HAPPY?

wala ako magawa.

got addicted to minesweeper..??? that's how boring i am...

yes,,, im boring again. back to my normal self-- not lovey-dovey and all that.
well it shouldn't be over than a month.. but hopefully, i'll move on na.

:D

WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME?
ahaha.

ahaha.

ahaha.

crazy.

getting crazy.

crap.

i remember one time talking to anne and telling her that im wishing for someone. i remember that moment when i was walking with someone whom i've just met and telling him to shut up because i've seen a falling star and because im wishing. i remember those nights when i have to stop myself from crying too much but ending all those sad thoughts with a wish. i remember those times when i don't forget to wish on my wish sticks and burn it while having my eyes closed because im wishing. i remember anne telling me that i am a person who wishes every chance i get. i remember her labeling me as her wish bear (from the care bears). and i remember that all these happened because of that wish i am forever grateful of because it got granted.

just like all kids (and i guess all adults too) there would come a time that you wish for happiness. i've made a wish to have that too. but in a different way. i remember myself wishing for that one person... that one person whom i have been wishing since i was 8. ahaha. don't get me wrong. but whom you might be thinking of might not be that person.

yah. i've wished for him since i was 8. funny right? you can't blame me! i was a kid then who wishes to have all her wishes come true.

then poof. i got my wish. things didn't really go well, and everything ended up the way i didn't expect it to be. but during all those sleepless nights.. and with all those misery is another wish granted for me. i wished that he'd be happy.

just like what i have said... he did become happy. wow! God knows how happy i am for that person. God knows how many times i've wished for that.

but now i am left alone. true, someday, you'd be just part of my history. and no matter how sad it may seem... no matter how true things would be... i guess everything has happened for real. that even though i never wished for it... time would come that i have to wish for someone... someone better than you.