maids can be soooo annoying. crap! how can they blab personal secrets?!? how can some of them be so fickle in terms of loyalty. actually, based from my recent experience,,, some maids really don't have loyalty to the people they serve. and oftentimes, they spill all your secrets to the people next door. so i might as well not speak anymore to our maid for my own safety.

b!tch.

sigh. how i wish my protector was here.
= (

watched the simpsons movie and ratatouille a while ago. both movie were good. i enjoyed both. but as always, the simpsons made me laugh. ahaha. spiderpig! spiderpig!

life's actually getting better. im having fun and i don't worry that much anymore. our house, as usual, is nothing but a boring place. i don't get to talk to the people in here that much because some are ignoring me, others are busy watching the tv or surfing the net, and some are just staying in their room. i wish i have someone to talk to in here. or someone who can just listen at my rubbish stories.

oh well, but my life's better in peace.

peace. what a crap. i don't think i'm really living in peace. ever since that day came (judgment day), everything was not settled in peace. my thoughts. myself. my moments. they're all not in peace. always anxious of what will happen next or how i'm going to deal with the bad consequences that might happen.

honestly, i don't know what to do. how to fight for myself. im left not alone but feeling alone. and that sucks, actually.

sigh. im just wishing that everything goes back to normal.

there was a "semi batch reunion" a while ago at shakey's katipunan. it was fun actually. i saw some of my batchmates in high school and get a chance to talk to them, and hug them again. aww. how i miss high school. i kind of miss our school uniform too.

so how's ateneo? you may be asking that... it was okay. not that great yet, but ain't that bad. it was on the neutral line. not bad, not good. just okay.

i've kind of adjusted na to the "college life". it was hmmm. for now, kind of easy. i mean, i have less load and less work. maybe because im in basic english... but hmmm... for now, i can say it's still easy. and i can say that im still enjoying the "easy life". i get to wake up at 9am, and it feels just like summer when i wake up not so early. unlike when i was in high school, i am forced to wake up at 5 in the morning.

hmmm.just so you know, i belong to a nice block. and although there are still factions, which i think, we can't really control, we still meet at the same point. meaning, we still have something in common which i think is ahaha normal.

so there, that's how i can describe my first month stay in THE ateneo. ahehe.

PS. i wonder why they put so much emphasis on THE in the "the ateneo".