Just watched About Time and I felt so sentimental after watching it... I miss my mom, i wish i could travel back and see her again and spend time with her.
I wish i could see her happy about us. I know a lot of people see us 4 as a big disappointment but i knowthat she’ll be proud of how independent we’ve become.
Dear mama, i hope i can feel you again and talk to you. Not having you left a big hole in me and i feel so unprepared for anything without you. I hope i continually make you feel proud and happy and i hope you can go into my dreams and talk to me. I love you. With all my heart.
08 May 2014
19 April 2014
Home is where the heart is
A bus ride followed by a hitch.
I’m so happy to be back and to see the people I love.
I told my boyfriend that i have to be in here fo Holy Week and although the plan was for him yo go with me, my stay here is non-negotiable. So, I ended up going here alone without my boyfriend.
Greeting people wth a genuine smile, I want to make sure I get to see, if not all, most of my relatives.
No more hard feelings, just weirdness! I feel perfectly myself right now!
Innocent in most things, weird for the old-fashioned.
I guess, I m back. A little prim, a little improper.
I’m so happy to be back and to see the people I love.
I told my boyfriend that i have to be in here fo Holy Week and although the plan was for him yo go with me, my stay here is non-negotiable. So, I ended up going here alone without my boyfriend.
Greeting people wth a genuine smile, I want to make sure I get to see, if not all, most of my relatives.
No more hard feelings, just weirdness! I feel perfectly myself right now!
Innocent in most things, weird for the old-fashioned.
I guess, I m back. A little prim, a little improper.
06 February 2014
A dream. A nightmare.
Today, I dreamt of us. Believe me when I say that it was a good one. We were happy though scared of the consequences of our action. We were unbreakable. That when things have to be real (in the dream world), we chose to held hands.
(Still in the dream) One night, there was a party and you wanted alone time with me. I wasn't completely agreeing with that notion. I was confused, but I followed even though my mind chose to be with others, and my brain was telling me to stop. The others demanded that from both of us. And in that small space where we met, we agreed to follow the others even though deep inside, we both wanted to hold on.
It was a good dream, believe me. A really good one. I was happy in it.
But when I woke up, reality told me it wasn't. It was a nightmare! A nightmare of good memories that needed to be dumped.
P.S. Happy Birthday to my cousin, Kokoy! I'm happy you're with your family now.
P.S.S I should get a shrink, shouldn't I?
(Still in the dream) One night, there was a party and you wanted alone time with me. I wasn't completely agreeing with that notion. I was confused, but I followed even though my mind chose to be with others, and my brain was telling me to stop. The others demanded that from both of us. And in that small space where we met, we agreed to follow the others even though deep inside, we both wanted to hold on.
It was a good dream, believe me. A really good one. I was happy in it.
But when I woke up, reality told me it wasn't. It was a nightmare! A nightmare of good memories that needed to be dumped.
P.S. Happy Birthday to my cousin, Kokoy! I'm happy you're with your family now.
P.S.S I should get a shrink, shouldn't I?
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