i realized that it's been a year since i last used this blog. ahaha. what i like about this, is that i only know a few who knows that i have a blog in blogspot.. so konti lang makakabasa nito.

yah. it's been a while. haha. a year has passed, but a lot has already happened.

moving on.
letting go.
finding new ones.
then letting go again.

the last one is still fresh. but... ahaha. it's over

i mean, being lovey-dovey is not a priority anymore.

just a while ago, my sister tried to kill herself. thank god im stronger than her, and the phone was just at my feet. and thank god my toes can dial. it was kinda traumatic, kaya i left the house agad when help arrived.
thank god, i was too lazy to lock the doors...

ahaha. but then, i cried. thought one of us is gonna die.

ahaha. so there, i realized that, although it still hurts to have let go of somebody, that although you don't wanna do it but you have to for yourself...i realized that... ahaha. it shouldn't be my priority. because boys come and go, and i should learn how to play this game.

ahaha. but well, mayabang ako. i find myself too kind and nice. but then again, i prefer to have a friend than a lover.

it has been a while... but here i am... updating the whole world, what happened and just happened.

im trying to be cool with things now. i mean. chill lang.
school is boring as always. too much school works and all that.

but it kinda gives me a break to my problems with my heart and at home.

oh..
and again, i realized, that i have a heart. i still have it.
and although it sometimes hurts.. ahaha. it's kinda fun to cry.. coz you're letting out things you shouldn't keep.

more next time.